[94yzf75fighter]

Yesterday morning I found my brother passed on to a better place. He was a great man, uncle, solider, brother, best friend. He will be missed. I'm still trying to grasp it. It just doesn't feel real he was to young he had to much ahead of him he had to many people who loved him. It's really hard I keep picturing him the way I found him yesterday. Being so young I've dealt with a lot death unfutunetly but this is by far the worst. I'm not a person who shows a lot emotion and I'm trying to be there for everyone but I can't even deal with myself. I never imagined I would ever have to deal with this situation but its here and I have to.

My grandmother said the only thing that makes sense right now "God saw he was suffering and took him home so he wouldn't hurt anymore"

RIP Sean David Maxwell 10/6/1986-9/1/2013
I miss you Sean I love you you're my best friend ill never forget you

 

[RatFighter]

Holy shit man, so sorry to hear. Couldn't even imagine what your going through.

 

[medimicated420]

I'm very sorry to hear man.

Rip sean.

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[JLinde1339]

Condolences, man.

 

[oldrider]

Rest in peace Sean........
My prayers & heartfelt condolances to you & your family...I'm so sorry for your loss

 

[cage]

Sorry to hear. If you need to talk hit me up or any of the others for that matter.

 

[balline36m3]

So sorry for your loss. Keep your head up bud.

 

[whitey818]

Very sorry to hear bud, I couldn't imagine what you are going. RIP Sean

 

[jerryatrophy]

Rip

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[rubbersdown]

Very sorry to hear man, just dont be afraid to talk to people and get some help. Unfortunately I know the feeling all to well as death seems to follow me around like a bad habit. The last of which was a few months ago when I found my best friends body. It can effect you in ways you would never even think so get that help man, even if you think you are strong enough to handle it, it cant hurt to talk to someone. People just arent built to deal with things like this, You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[94yzf75fighter]

Thanks everyone.

I'm horrible about talking about things so I think that's why I opened this thread. I've wrote in like 4 times and not posted the thoughts. Just so I could see the words or see my thoughts idk. This just really sucks. I don't know how to handle it. I can't get the image of how I found him out of my mind. I lost my brother and best friend but I think the hardest part is my 3 year old lost her best friend and keeps asking questions. She asked me last night if there was a phone in heaven so she could call her uncle seany. It really sucks answering those questions

 

[94yzf75fighter]

Each that has passed seems harder then the 1 before. It's only been 2 days but it feels like forever I just wish I could talk him 1 more time.

 

[cage]

Sometimes that's the hardest part........I just went through this so I know how you feel.

 

[ROBBO]

your one of us PM inbound mate

 

[ultimate fighter]

brings a tear to my eye bud. Sorry to hear.

RIP

 

[ROBBO]

throuh you he is one of us and will be honoured always fer sure .

RIP Sean.

 

[jmartin1110]

I'm so sorry man. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

RIP Sean


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[94yzf75fighter]

Thanks rob.

We've gotten his services setup down here. Some of the guys he served with in Iraq will be there to be part of the 21 gun salute. It's going be hard but I'm going speak at his funeral. The thing that sucks is we are doing the funeral and memorial service here then I have go to NJ and do it all over again.

Life has been a daily struggle and it doesn't get any better. God damn I miss you Sean I love you

 

[shotgun]

Very sorry for your loss. RIP Sean

 

[94yzf75fighter]

His obituary came out today. They fucked it up with our real father ( David Maxwell) isn't dead but he might as well be. His name was not supposed to in it period and he will NOT be attending any service but its in there so whatever. We have had enough drama with his ex wife being the crazy bitch she is so I'm not sweating his obituary. I just want to put my brother to rest at peace without drama and after last night hopefully now we can.